Sometimes I wonder why
Love is pain and
Ignorance is bliss
but I never remember mommy saying there'd be days like this
When I dont kno whether to cry or to kiss
Whether to want loneliness or have you to miss
I often wonder why my dreams are more like nightmares with you
and how my sweet talk is more like shouting and rage with you
I went out of my element to be on the same page as you
They say pain is pleasure
but what happened to the days when were like my hidden treasure
With you I wouldn't hold back I'd say whatever
but now you hold me like never
And I don't even wake up wishing you were near me
So distant, seems like you fear me
I used to love you like Geneva's sweet potatoe pie
And Teresa's macaroni
but our together days are filled with something so lonely
I loved you like friction in my bed
The curls in my head
Warmth in my sheets
but your transforming like hail into sleet
Hot and cold
This humble man has gotten so bold
Heart has gone cold
And I was once the remedy
but your love doesn't remember me
I wonder why love doesn't love me anymore
Why love seldomly adorns my door
but still I have the hunger for more
All smiles on the exterior
Broken and fragmented under the sub layers
By men who swear they are players
I wonder why love makes them so resistant
And as women we are taught to be persistent
but I loved you like a caramel frappacino
I loved you like a gambler frequents the casino
I loved you like a lemon grass bath on a sunday
I loved you like the first flower in the month of may
but thats the past
All things dont last
Sometimes two good things dont agree
and they collide and explode like kinetic energy
Now every new guy has to deal with the aftermath of the f*cked up sh*t you've done to me...
