You complained about not being kept abreast,
and I'm confused because in all my endeavors it was like an email to many,
i copied you...
So all of this pretending you didn't know
investigator shit like Nancy Drew
One of the many reasons why i need something new
You mistaken me for a fancy broad with a fancy crew
Obviously you didn't know me and i don't know you
Simple phone calls and forget me nots,
honey they go a long way, they say a lot
Often you were mute
Often you'd flirt with many
I lacked the energy to refute
i opted out
i sent you that email
i needed to breathe
Needed to find a man worthy to give,
worthy to receive
Short sleeves
Incapable of storing any tricks
i used to love you
It once was easier than Sunday morning
All of your excuses
shenanigans
Got old
I'm yawning
i fell much deeper than this before
Nothing is more clearer than the exit
The door
I've learned to catch my heart before it shatters, hits the floor
So i copied you that day
A little note to say
It was once better
But i don't thrive well under bad weather
Hot fronts and cold shoulders
i wasn't disastrous,
i asked love why couldn't you master us?
Make us happy
White houses and picket fences
Holding hands and park benches
But we were in a war
On opposite trenches
i needed you like most need coffee in the morning
i was more of a multiple choice option to you
Give me the "D"
Opportunities to share time were more like
Inny Minnie Miney Moe
Never caught that Tiger by the toes
But i
Finally caught that drift
Finally switched my shift
So we would never randomly meet,
downtown on some random street
So i copied you
Modern day
Dear John letter
I wouldn't be home when you knocked, even when the lights were on
The red organ in my chest
Could no longer be your shelter
Because i believe in the L word and reciprocation
And your definition of it seems to coincide with defecation
